there's only so much one can take...

hm, sigh, im quite worried bout my mum really... jst last week my aunt passed away with cancer. of course we are all sad and mourn over it, but at the same time its a relieve as shes been through a whole lot of pain and suffered enough. at least shes up in heaven with god rejoicing... sigh... well, wat i meant with worried bout my mum is tht im sure shes actually quite sad over it and show less of her emotions than wat she really feels inside.

but anyhow, i'll pray that all will be okay soon. long story short, at the same day my dad went back to msia... so thts why my mum shud be feeling quite bad... but i think it shudnt be too bad...

sigh... lotsa sad news in jst 1 day and its enough to make ur whole week a living hell!!! but hopefully thts all behind me now... erm, today i actually went to a church called calvary chapel york... its such a god sent bcos, i actually works with the pastor's daugther sarah in starbucks. and jst after a service, you get to learn how you can fit in with the people. like i said, you can learn alot about a church by jst getting to know the people.

i loved the service, it was beautiful and im quite certain i will be back as i can finally say, i found the right church! yay... its an absolute good news. it actually reminds me so much about fga. although, its a smaller version of fga, but the friendliness and warmth you feel from the members of the church is so similar and im glad i went for the service. pastor dave preached today and i thought he did an amazing job as his message is so clear and he makes sure you get all tht he was saying and it was quite powerful. i absolutely loves it! so yay for me...

anyway, im jst arent feeling too well, been off sick as well... went to the clinic today, doctor told me my legs has broken blood vessels... thts why i have this red spots all over my leg... first he said it could be meningitis which can kill... but at the same time, the spots been there for a week or so now, and ive not got any other symptoms so it shudnt be too serious.

i have to go to the doctor's again next week to get it checked out. lets jst hope theres no really bad news aye. but he was quite certain tht it shud be a virule infection. scary-nya. so you guys please do pray for me. i hope all is ok and tht i will be fine. anyway, i shud go now... needs a very long and hot shower...

oh speaking of hot! im certain its spring now! yay yay! the weather's like 17-19degrees... quite hot really and sunny... so the weather has been absolutely gorgeous. im gladd tht winter the horrible season is gone now. lol.